Thursday, July 22, 2010

Worries and Thankfulness-Surprisingly in Equilibrium

To be both worried and yet still feel thankful do not seem to complement each other - but this was my state of mind yesterday. The day started wrong. I was determined to have Christa's platelet counted despite my husband's inhibitions. She had fever for 4 days and with dengue fever in hot news, I did not take any chances. So with this thought I carried on my mind, the whole morning I acted like I was a zombie. I multi-tasked, I did what I had to do and mentally made a run down of what to do in between.


When I went to get Christa for the analysis to be done, I pitied her that she had to undergo all these. She had had enough at a very young age. It seems that I acquired the skill of crying with no tears to flow. I drowned all the pain of seeing her in this condition in my heart.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Time is Accelerating and does not Care to Stop


My look at how fast time flies. This is how my baby looked when she was months old and now this is her.